Emo Music Day

I hope my smile can distract you
I hope my fists can fight for two
So it never has to show
And you’ll never know

I hope my love can blind you
I hope my arms can bind you
So you’ll never have to see
What we’ve grown to be

One may think we’re alright
But we need pills to sleep at night
We need lies to make it through the day
We’re not okay

One may think we're alright
But we need pills to sleep at night
We need lies to make it through the day
We're not okay

One may think we’re doing fine
But if I had to lay it on the line
We’re losing ground with every passing day
We’re not okay

But that’s one thing I would never
One thing I would never
One thing I would never say to you
That’s one thing I would never
One thing I would never
That's one thing I would never say to you

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I must say, lying through omission doesn't get anyone through anything. Ignorance is bliss but I guess I was never stupid enough for that sort of happy lack of knowledge.

First real conversation in years, and there's still so much anger. You sold me for a pittance and you have the fucking gall to tell me I'm worth more than the slab of flesh you told me I was? You were supposed to love me. It doesn't matter now that you "care" for me now.

But I digress. The pills part's accurate enough. Insomnia sucks. Stilnox has become a very good friend lately.

I wish I could just sleep properly for once, sans the chemical aids.